♥ Oct 11th, 2011
Devin: What are you thinking about?
Me: Nothing.
Devin: Your lying, I know when your thinking of something.
Me: Last night before I fell asleep I..
Devin: Lily, don't change the subject.
Me: I'm leading up to what I was going to tell you. Let me finish my story. Gosh.
Devin: I'm confused.
Me: Just listen. Last night before I went to sleep, I smelled you on my pillow like you were hugging me. I thought "If Devin passed away, I would want his hoodie so I could smell him when hes gone" and I started crying.
Devin: Thats what you were thinking of?
Me: Yes, Devin, I love you so much. Please don't ever leave me. I couldn't live without you. As stupid as that sounds.
♥Oct 11th, 2011
I miss you.
It’s been weeks, and people tell me that I’m going to get better and that I’ll stop feeling this pain. I don’t know this person you’ve become, I want the old you back. Crying myself to sleep is getting old. Why would you, of all people, do this to me?
(Source: h1gh-l1ghts)
